It was a beautiful afternoon. The sun was shining. I was in my car. Alone. I remember smiling. That type of smile you feel in your soul. The windows were down. Breeze in my hair. I proceeded to get on the interstate on the on ramp which was a sharp turn. I saw myself smiling as I smoothly entered ongoing traffic. I kept driving.
Next scene, same dream: It was a beautiful afternoon. The sun was shining. I was in my car. With my now ex husband as he drove, I remember my face being neutral and looking out of my window. The windows were up. The car was stuffy. He exited the interstate in a hurried fashion. I felt the car lose control. My head snapped forward. My eyes grew with fear. My head snapped to look at him. His gaze was forward and neutral even in the midst of my panic as we fell past the guard rail. I woke up and snuggle closer to him while he slept for comfort.